LetTheBassPlay

well, its time for me to talk again, so here goes.

The Ex's.  Oh those joyous people we call ex's.  Some of us actually have good relations with their ex's, but me, i'm not one of those people.  but I just think its kind of funny how immediately after you break up with said person, you say "I'm free, I can forget about them and move on", yet you cant.  They continue to haunt you in your dreams, turning them into nightmares, or ruining your thoughts, making you realized "hey dumass, you just got dumped for a freshman!" and then you sit and go "damn, I really fucked up."  All of a sudden, something that you should be celebrating(one's freedom, not that i'm saying that relationship is slavery), has got you depressed. 

From there your into an uber funk, and you just feel like shit.  and your like "aw dammit" but you continue to live your life, because they're ur ex, and thats what they'll be from right now. 

My Oh's. this is the OH SHIT what the hell did I do?  Its kinda funny how you can get into a relationship with someone and then stuff happens and later on you sit back and think "oh damn, I fucked up big time".  At the time, you think that it's a great idea and that you love this person very much, but then after it happens, or after you break up, you realize that you let the other person blind your true feelings and then you're into a hole that you can never get out of.

that hole becomes an instant blemish on any relationship that you may ever hope to have.  Shit, nice job dumass.

Freedom. Ah, what a glorious idea.  but then again, thats all it is, an idea.  Can we ever really be free? In my opinion, its impossible.  because we all let ourselves be slaves to society and society's views.  Dictionary.com states freedom as being defined as the state of being free or at liberty rather than in confinement or under physical restraint. 

Now, knowing my readers, though few and far between, you're sitting there thinking "I'm free, I do what I want."  but I ask you this. Do you really? When you make your choices, have you ever thought "Is this popular?" and the instant you start thinking that, you know that you've become a slave to society and being cool.

ugh, whatever. Sometimes people suck, but mostly society and its views are the ones that suck.  Its views are what make me sit back and think...

"Oh shit, why did I do that?"