Sometimes I like people, and am fond of them, without them ever knowing, because I may not have told them, or for a myriad of other reasons, geographical, or because we were born in the wrong historical period. Sometimes I think that someone likes me back, but I don't know it.
Shifting between periods of superiority and inferi
Current mood: dulcet
I don't mean to make this such a downer topic, catharsis is good, but not in such a large scale, But sometimes I go through sensations of feeling inferior and when I try to touch upon and reflect what is that making me feel inferior I don't feel so inferior anymore and I feel superior but i'm not so sure if that superiority is real or imagined because I think people can feel superior for many different reasons and be deluded in doing so. Part me feels incredibly glad that I can recognize my state of being and they'res a sort of power over it, and if I did'nt feel like this, then I could possibly lose control of the belief and perception I have now and I worry that it will be a deluded misguided person here in my place.
I seem to have lost any enthusiasm to do anything, to learn, which was one of things I admired in people. Now I just want to sit in bed and listen to music all dayyyy...what a joke.
maybe ten percent less leaves on this tree means more gasoline but less fuel so everything burns down faster but slower but faster but slower so it all equates, I just guess these sort of things have a lifespan, some twenty-something white trash that treats his hands like matches.
the bible I have has these little footnotes all over it, which explains and gives background on some of the text in the bible, and there's this quote in the the book of Romans that goes something along the lines of "a man or woman must not engage in unnatural sexual activity" or something like that. And the footnotes explained (paraphrased) that homesexuality was widespread then as it is now, and although Christians should be welcoming to all races, sexual orientations, and religions and stuff blah blah if you are struggling with these type of [same-sex] sexual thoughts then go see a trustworthy pastor to discuss your temptations.
WTF?
I really can't believe it. Because it's already been proven by science that same-sex attraction comes naturally to homosexuals. They are genetically wired to do so. Maybe it was excusable back then, for people to draw those conclusions as they lacked the knowledge, but now that we do, I can't believe that idea would still be circulated as FACT over a widespread audience.
It seems very ignorant of them to do that.
I mean, it's okay for that idea to exist in opinion form, would which would enable some discussion at least, but not as a fucking fact.
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