Don’t you understand that every time I look at you I despice you more and more There’s no way you can restore the high price I paid But they tell me to ignore it, every thing around They know as well as me, that’s not gonna happen I just creep deeper in myself and grow a stronger hate
My bitterness is a tender thing, a long developed thing That I can’t help, that I don’t want but that I have to wear All roads I walk I find darker things The obstacles are evil means and things to say to you Every single corridor, is filled with endless darkness
I need help to open up my heart, to clear out what I feel But how to start it off, I have no sense for right and wrong I have the ability to hate things in every man And to badmouth everyone that ever crossed my path
Christ can’t be happy now, the black sheep’s here and it is me I can not love another human being for his thoughts What I care about is lost and what I want is gone Now what I respect is nothing worth achieve
I am well aware, that the vacuum in my heart Is that place you once had, gone quickly as a summer rain. You came and then you left, just as most things in my life I’ve learned to understand, that sadness is my true color
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