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A poem I wrote, recently published in the Northern Virginia magazine Calliope.
POWDER Dirty little stairwell for a dirty little—I sit atop looking down on the dust and the drinks littered across faded tiles—record plays dim, lets surface noise surface over quiet melodies. Shades drawn shut—no trickle of light to slip in and play over the smudged glasses the bartender sullenly wipes clean. I trace the wood of the stairs with a finger tip and feel the splinters sink in—if you let yourself step inside from off the streets maybe we’d get lucky and I’d sweep you off your feet for a dance—for a moment—but I’ve never been one to dance.
Boys hold their girls tight—tuck them into coats to keep them young—the crowds, if you could name them such, begin to seep through the cracks of the door—filling tables and time—I remain atop the stairs, distant yet enticed—enthralled by the walls, the way his jacket collar brushes so slightly against his chin; the way her pretty little eyes fixate on her drink before darting so faithfully back to his lips. If I could touch such a world the pressure on my palms would be enough to kill—to leave me behind glass once again as such is the role God would have written for me if He had any say.
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