"Welcome to the jungle, we got fun and game. 'Well you gay like an animal, a milky every day! Hickey on your knee! We got the OvalTine! We just did the thing you want, and that's including me!' Welcome to the jungle...."
You are just one component of music. The spotlight is your home, but only if you've have your Jack Daniels for the day. Lay off the drugs and fourteen-year-olds. You have good talent, and you don't want to waste it by doing stupid stuff now.