Just a random rant, did a show last night it went really well. Thanks to all that came!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Scream, Aim , Fire went way better than i thought it would lol But i finally got the solo right on stage lol
ok, well this january my boyfriend of 2 years was stabbed for being emo or wateva any way they didn't catch the people who did it. But yesterday i got a call, they've got them.................i should be happy because now he can sleep in peace and so can i, in different ways but all the same we are both at ease. But im not HAPPY again , i thought i would be but theres nothing to be happy about. Catching them doesn't bring matt back witch is that only thing that will make me happy. But thats never going to happen............................................ ....................
Okay im not gonna put em all cuz theres 2 many!
Loves.
Oh poe poe's hair =P,
MCR =P
Madina Lake =P
Download fest,
Jdwannabe <333 lol
GIZZ's tattos!
People With Cool Hair Like underoathcrazy
Slipknots Masks (i want 1!)
Ma bessie mates Nat, Chole And Jessie ( Love u to the end!)
My Guitar Named Helena (dont dis the name , its the first song i played live!)
Ok im bord now but u get the picture!
Im so tierd so ill have loads of spelling mistakes lol Anyway im sitting here after download im like all dirty and i think im still drunk! My friends who came are crashing here , they're sleeping on the floor rite now and as i look round i feel a sense of completeness and happiness , i know that they'll love me no matter what. And that feeling alone is all i need to get thro the feelings after Matt...........................................
I remember our first kiss the butterflies, i know you felt em to. i can still taste your lips , that night i wraped up all my love in you. But deep inside i always knew the saddness, you was deadly. i must hate myself cuz i also knew that someday you'd distroy me. But theres somthing i gotta know, before we say good bye, will i see you again, somewhere in another life. I remeber our first fight , Your skeltons were all up over you, i still taste that night when you told me you'd been beatup and abused, you'd had it all bruised mouths don't talk, its not your fault it was never your fault. An evil world for a innosent girl. It's not your fault it was never your fault, But there's somthing i gotta know, before we say goodbye, will i see you again, somewhere in a another life. I'm gonna try to be okay but i need you to know, where ever you are now. you were always great at running away, but you said forever, you promised for ever. I forgive you, i forgive you and now i just miss you i'll always remeber you......GO!
ohhhhhh sleep in peace, but theres somthing i gotta know , before we say goodbye, will i see you again, somewhere in another life. I'm gonna try be ok , but i need you know whaere ever you are now you've left me torn.
She wraps her tragic moments tightly around her neck,
She hangs herself with 'em as i try to disconnet,
She wants to choak on her life again, breathing it in like a deadly posion.
She crys cuz she's lost, she doesn't even know what she wants, And she hides all alone, inside the pain that she can't let go.
Watching her life pass her by, watching it all though watery eyes.
But i'll be chasing dragon flies from her darkest skies, until the day she dies.
heyy pll im in england!!!!!!!!! download is gonna rock!!!!!!!!!!! cant wait 4 madina lake and bullet for my valentine. Children of bodom shuld be gud 2! Nat, we so r goin in the front row!!!!! moshpit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ooh yer and lostphrofets!!!!!!!!!! ans kiss and all of em!!!!! Prasie Madina Lake