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Tuesday, August 18, 2009

HELLO PEOPLE!!!!

hello everyone!!
so i used to be extremely addicted to this site!
but somewhere along the way, i stopped getting on here.
but i wanna start getting back on here and talking to you amazing people!!
so give me an add, a holler, a...anything! let's talk!!

-tricia

www.myspace.com/music4ever22
www.twitter.com/guitargirl08
i have a facebook too, if you want to add it just ask me!
4:36 am - 1 comments - 2 Kudos
Friday, May 02, 2008

this is why i can't tell him

this is a GUY TALKING.


































IT'S 7TH GRADE.

































I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called 'best friend'. I stared at her. Long, silky hair. And I wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that. I knew it. After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before, And I handed them to her. She said 'thanks'. And gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted,, to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be 'just friends'. I love her but I'm too shy to tell her, And I don't know why.































IT'S JUNIOR YEAR.









My phone rang. On the other end it was her. She was in tears. Mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone. So I did, As I sat next to her on the sofa. I stared at her soft eyes. Wishing she was mine. After 2 hours. A Drew Barrymore movie. And 3 bags of chips. She decided to go to sleep. She looked at me. Said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her. I want her to know. That I don't want to be 'just friends'. I love her but I'm too shy to tell her. And I don't know why.
































IT'S SENIOR YEAR.
































The day before prom. She walked to my locker. 'My date is sick' she said. He's not going to go. Well. I didn't have a date and in 7th grade. We made a promise that if neither of us had dates. We'd go together just as 'best friends'. And so we did.

































IT'S PROM NIGHT.

































After everything was over with. I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her. She smiled at me. I wanted her to be mine. But she doesn't think of me like that. And I know it. Then she said 'I had the best time. Thanks!'. And she gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her. I wanted her to know that I don't want to be 'just friends'. I love her but I'm just too shy.


































And I don't know why









IT'S GRADUATION DAY.

































A day passed. And then a week. And then a month. Before I could blink. It was graduation day. I watched her. Perfect body. Floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine. But she doesn't think of me that way. And I know it. Before everyone went home. She came to me in her smock and hat. And cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulders and said 'you're my best friend'. 'Thanks!'. And gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her. I wanted to know that I wanted to be more than 'just friends'. I love her but I'm too shy. And I don't know why.




































IT'S A FEW YEARS LATER.


































Now I sit in the pews of the church. A church that she is getting married in now. I watched her say 'I do' an drive off to her new life. Married to another man. I wanted her to be mine. But she didn't see me like that. And I knew it. But before she drove away. She came to me and said 'You came!. Thanks!'. And she kissed me on the cheek. I wanted to tell her. I wanted her to know that I didn't want to be 'just friends'. I love her but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why.



































YEARS PASSED.

































I look down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'. At the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it said. 'I stare at him. Wishing he was mine. But he doesn't notice me like that. And I know it. I wanted to tell him, I wanted him to know. That I don't want to be 'just friends'. I love him but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me'. I wish I did too. I thought to myself and I cried.


































REPOST THIS IN THE NEXT 20 MINUTES AND

SOMEONE WILL TELL YOU THEY

LOVE YOU

AND WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR YOU.






























BUT IF YOU

BREAK THIS CHAIN YOU WILL HAVE

RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS FOR THE NEXT 13

YEARS!!

SINCE U OPENED THIS

SOMETHING GOOD

WILL

HAPPEN TO U AT 11:52 PM

IF YOU'RE A GIRL POST THIS AS "This is why I cant tell him"
IF YOU'RE A BOY POST THIS AS "This is why I cant tell her"
4:52 pm - 10 comments - 10 Kudos
Friday, March 14, 2008

hey there ashten

Current mood: okay

the story behind this is a little weird. alright, so there's this guy named ashten, of course. i've known since i was in 8th grade. we've been friends, but not close friends. just little conversations every now and then. so one day after church, he came up to me and was like "i heard you write." i was like "yeah". then he says, "well, could you write me a song?". i thought it was kinda funny, so i was like whatever sure. i really thought he was joking about it, but later on he kept asking if i had written it. so i thought, what the heck, i'll write him something. but when i started to write it, i was thinking "i don't know him very well". and then i thought, that's it!! since i don't really know him, that's what i shoud write about. it took abouta week to write. what i wrote kinda sounds like i like him, but i don't. that's just how it came out. and til now, he's the only one that's read it. so pretty weird story, huh? tell me what you think!!


HEY THERE ASHTEN


Hey there ashten
Whatcha doin today
I never used to notice you
But today I’m seein something new
Ashten, won’t you come along with me
I’ll show you somethin bout the world
And the things you’ll never see
You used to be this invisible guy
Now I see you right before my eyes
Standing in this bright light
Now everything is just right

Who knew that you could be so much fun
I never knew how to shoot a deer with a gun
Til you showed me how, you turned my life upside down
Thank you for showing me the person that you are
You’re not just anybody else, I know it in my heart
I think that today is the day, ashten
What do ya say, what do ya say, hey...

Hey there ashten
You’ve caught my attention
All my thoughts are now focused on you
You blow my mind with the clothes you wear
And your short, and slightly curled blonde hair
You’re not the tallest guy in school
But you don’t have to be tall to be cool
I’m only sorry that it took 5 years for me to see
The person that you could really be

Who knew that you could be so much fun
I never knew how to shoot a deer with a gun
Til you showed me how, you turned my life upside down
Thank you for showing me the person that you are
You’re not just anybody else, I know it in my heart
I think that today is the day, ashten
What do ya say, what do ya say, hey...

It’s cool that we could talk about whatever
We can go anywhere, cuz it doesn’t really matter
We’re always laughing out loud, and you hear me shout
We’re gonna show everyone what fun is all about

Who knew that you could be so much fun
I never knew how to shoot a deer with a gun
Til you showed me how, you turned my life upside down
Thank you for showing me the person that you are
You’re not just anybody else, I know it in my heart
I think that today is the day, ashten
What do ya say, what do ya say, hey...
4:15 pm - 2 comments - 0 Kudos
Saturday, February 09, 2008

still your friend

Current mood: contemplative

hey people!! so i wrote this song 2 years ago. the guy i wrote "best friend" for, i wrote this one for him too. there came a time in our friendship when he said he started to see some changes in me. i had no idea what he was talking about. but like i said before, it wasn't me it was him, he lied to me just like he did to those other girls. it bothered me whenever he tried to make it seem like i was doing wrong, when it was really him. but i didn't realize it before, so i thought i was in the wrong and wrote this for him. tell me what you think!



STILL YOUR FRIEND

My heart’s been broken before
And was left lying on the floor
All I wanted to do was make myself content
To hurt you was never my intent
I never meant to tell you a lie
I never meant to make you cry
You didn’t deserve to be punished
You didn’t deserve to be tortured
I was selfish, but I was wrong
Thought you knew me all along
You told me you would never do that
But it was hard to tell by the way you act
But I didn’t trust you enough to believe
Is there any way you can forgive me

I love you too much to ever let you go
I love you too much to ever give up on us
It could be forever if we stay together
I’ll try my best to make it right
This time, this night

Forget about my lies and don’t say goodbye
I filled my heart with doubt
Time for me to sing out loud
Please forgive me and I’ll be all that you’ll ever need
Give me a chance to make it up to you
Now it’s my turn to be there for you
Can I apologize for all my crap
Can I win your trust back

I love you too much to ever let you go
I love you too much to ever give up on us
It could be forever if we stay together
I’ll try my best to make it right
This time, this night

I know you’ve been wondering
Where your best friend’s been
She didn’t go anywhere
She’s right here
Her life is crazy, her life is busy
She’s extremely sorry
For shutting you out
But she had to figure out
What her life was all about
She needed time alone
She needed space
But she misses you
She loves you very much
She wants to feel your touch
She’s still your best friend
You have to trust to be able to see
Your best friend is still inside of me

I love you too much to ever let you go
I love you too much to ever give up on us
It could be forever if we stay together
I’ll try my best to make it right
This time, this night

5:53 pm - 2 comments - 4 Kudos
Sunday, December 30, 2007

this year!!

Current mood: cheerful

you're all probably gonna laugh when you read this one. i wrote this wheni was 12!! i kinda revised some of it, but i didn't want to change all of it. i wanted it to still have the same emotion which is cheerful. it actually took me a while to actually fulfill some of the stuff i wrote in this song. i'm not quite done yet. lol! i hope to fulfill the rest of it this year. this one's really "poppy" and cheesy. but then again, i was 12, that's the kind of stuff i listened to. tell me what you think about it!! see ya!!

THIS YEAR



Every single year
It’s the same ol’ thing
Every year’s just like the last
I wuz such an outcast
I hate reliving the past
Everyone looked down on me
But this year they will notice me
Cuz I’ll be out there doin my thing
And nothing will stop me
From making my dream come true

This year
I’ll be number one
This year
I’ll get to the top
This year
I’ll spread my wings and fly
This year
I won’t be so shy and I’ll try
To be the best that I can be
Nothing will hold me back
This year, this year

I’ll make new friends
Get a sweet boyfriend
Find my true love
Get in a school club
I’ll get recognized
It’ll be a surprise
I’ll win the talent show
You know it’s fo sho
I’ll be doin everything
People will wonder where
I get my energy
I’ll shine as bright as the sun
This year is gonna be alot of fun

This year
I’ll be number one
This year
I’ll get to the top
This year
I’ll spread my wings and fly
This year
I won’t be so shy and I’ll try
To be the best that I can be
Nothing will hold me back
This year, this year

Don’t even think
About pullin me down
Cuz you know I’ll
Be wearing the crown
Nothing’s gonna stop me now

Don’t even try
To get up in my grill
You gonna have to chill
I won’t have time to kill
This year, this year

This year
I’ll be number one
This year
I’ll get to the top
This year
I’ll spread my wings and fly
This year
I won’t be so shy and I’ll try
To be the best that I can be
Nothing will hold me back
This year, this year

6:39 am - 6 comments - 5 Kudos
Friday, November 23, 2007

christmas time is here!!!

Current mood: cheerful

this is the first christmas song i wrote. i wrote ita couple years ago actually. well, i guess there's really nothing else to say about this one. merry christmas everybody!!! i love ya'll!! i hope you like this one!!

CHRISTMAS TIME IS HERE

School’s out
And it’s time to shout
Time to go out in the cold
And play in the snow
Make snow angels
Sing a Christmas carol
It’s time to trim the tree
And hang the wreath
It’s not time to sleep
Come on now and sing with me
It’s the best time of the year
Christmas time is here

It’s time celebrate
We’re home for the holidays
Everybody jump for joy
We have a reason to rejoice
It’s the perfect time of year
Christmas time is here

We’ve been waiting all year
For just one reason
We’ve been waiting all year
For this holiday season
It’s time for Christmas shopping
So we could fill up the stockings
It’s time for presents
And it’s all so pleasant
It’s the best time of the year
Christmas time is here

It’s time celebrate
We’re home for the holidays
Everybody jump for joy
We have a reason to rejoice
It’s the perfect time of year
Christmas time is here

Love is in the air
Happiness is everywhere
Standing under the stars
Getting Christmas cards
Listen to the children sing
Hear the sleigh bells ring
As they go ding, dong, ding
Can’t you hear.....
Christmas time is here

It’s time celebrate
We’re home for the holidays
Everybody jump for joy
We have a reason to rejoice
It’s the perfect time of year
Christmas time is here
2:57 pm - 13 comments - 17 Kudos
Monday, November 19, 2007

my apology

Current mood: sad

well, i pretty much wrote this song about me. alot of times i feel like i screw up my relationships with the people who mean the most to me. i don't do it on purpose, sometimes i don't even see what i'm really doing. i'm sorry...i hope you all like it!

MY APOLOGY

I know that things have been so hard
It’s tough to talk to you with my broken heart
I know that I screwed up our lives
In such little time
But it wasn’t purposely
It was accidentally
I couldn’t see what I was doing
I didn’t know that you were hurting
I guess that’s bad on my part
But that mistake made everything so hard
I know that all this is my fault
Can I try to fix it with just one call
Would you let me back in
Just like you did when you still called me friend

There’s no other way
To say I’m sorry
So here’s my apology
I don’t know if you’ll believe me
But here’s my apology

You say that this is a lie
But I know what you hide inside
Let me take my place
And fill your empty space
I didn’t want it to be like this
I just wanted to feel your kiss
What I’m trying to say is, "I love you"
This is the only way to tell you how I feel inside
I try to tell you every other time
Why don’t you open up your heart to me
Let me know what your feeling
Guess I pushed you too far
Now I’m running in the dark
Can we go back to the start
Can I get back to your heart

There’s no other way
To say I’m sorry
So here’s my apology
I don’t know if you’ll believe me
But here’s my apology

Wish I could go back in time
Wish I could make you mine
Everyone deserves a second chance
Would you stay for one more dance
Wish I could be holding you
Underneath the lovely moon
I messed up big time
I really crossed the line
I didn’t mean what I said last night
You mean more to me than my own life
Can I help you stop the tears from your eyes
I know you wanna say something
Maybe I’m not hearing clearly

There’s no other way
To say I’m sorry
So here’s my apology
I don’t know if you’ll believe me
But here’s my apology

I know that we’ve both moved on
This time has been so long
But I have to ask, are you really gone
From what I see, I can tell that you miss me
Wish I could find a way back
I want you here and that’s a fact
You and I aren’t over yet
We still love each other, I bet
And I’ll try my best
To do better this time around
To hang on to this love that I’ve found

There’s no other way
To say I’m sorry
So here’s my apology
I don’t know if you’ll believe me
But here’s my apology
7:05 am - 9 comments - 8 Kudos
Thursday, October 25, 2007

my sunshine

Current mood: cheerful

okay, i know you're all gonna laugh when you read this one. this is probably the cheesiest thing i've ever written!! lol!! and i actually wrote it not too long ago. my friends should know who this one is about...the guy i've been talking to ya'll about...


MY SUNSHINE


All you have to do is say one word
And you’ve got my attention
All you have to do is look my way
And I’ll feel the attraction

When I see your face
It just makes my day
And all I can do is smile
When I hear your voice
It’s such a beautiful noise
And all I can do is smile

This feeling’s like no other
There ain’t nothing better
Then when we’re together

You really are my sunshine
When I look at you, I feel so happy and bright
Just knowing that you are mine
When I’m with you, everything feels right
Your face shines like the sunlight from the sky
I’m glad to have you in my life
My beautiful sunshine

Sometimes when I see you
In my picture frame
I just don’t know how to say
But I feel you right beside me
Sometimes when I sleep
I see you in dreams
And as crazy as it seems
I feel you right beside me

This feeling’s like no other
There ain’t nothing better
Then when we’re together

You really are my sunshine
When I look at you, I feel so happy and bright
Just knowing that you are mine
When I’m with you, everything feels right
Your face shines like the sunlight from the sky
I’m glad to have you in my life
My beautiful sunshine

No matter what I do
I always see you
No matter where I go
I always know
That you’re in my heart
Like you were from the start

You really are my sunshine
When I look at you, I feel so happy and bright
Just knowing that you are mine
When I’m with you, everything feels right
Your face shines like the sunlight from the sky
I’m glad to have you in my life
My beautiful sunshine
5:47 pm - 10 comments - 4 Kudos
Sunday, October 21, 2007

miss two-faced

Current mood: aggravated

well, let's just say that i got really fed up at a couple of my friends. and one day i just started writing, and everything was just coming out. i think this one's pretty explanatory...hope you like it!

MISS TWO-FACED


I don’t care what you do
Heck, I don’t care about you
You lie to my face everyday
I can never know the truth
With everything you say
You always talk behind my back
You better watch out
Or you’re gonna get smacked

Tell me what’s you’re real identity
Do you have a real personality
Oh, wait I think you’ve lost yourself
Cuz you always acted like someone else
Just give me some space and get out of my face
Cuz you’re miss two-faced

You were never a friend at all
You just wanted to spend my money at the mall
I can forgive, I’ll never forget
I’ll be nice if I have to
But that’s all you’re gonna get
I just can’t believe what you did to me
Was I so blind that I couldn’t see
So when you see me at school
Don’t expect me to say hi
Cuz you know I’ll be waving bye-bye

Tell me what’s you’re real identity
Do you have a real personality
Oh, wait I think you’ve lost yourself
Cuz you always acted like someone else
Just give me some space and get out of my face
Cuz you’re miss two-faced

Black, blue where are you
Now I see you were never true
Who is who, is this really you
Wow you’ve got me really confused
How could you promise that you’re gonna be there
You said you knew, but you didn’t know where
No matter what you say
Things will never be the same
Cuz you have two different names

Tell me what’s you’re real identity
Do you have a real personality
Oh, wait I think you’ve lost yourself
Cuz you always acted like someone else
Just give me some space and get out of my face
Cuz you’re miss two-faced
4:04 pm - 11 comments - 11 Kudos
Friday, October 19, 2007

let me in

Current mood: good

i wrote about a friend of mine. she was going through a rough time. but she wouldn't tell anyone what was wrong with her. she looked so sad and depressed for a long time. and so i wrote this for her. i hope you like it!


LET ME IN


What’s your problem today
Are people in your way
Tell me what’s going on
Tell me what’s going wrong
I know you say that you’re fine
You say everything’s alright
So why do I see tears coming from your eyes
You used to tell me everything
Even when you’re going down
Why is it hard to talk to me now

Why don’t you let me in
I’ve got a hand to lend
You don’t have to hide around
I promise I won’t let you down
You don’t have to face this on your own
You don’t have to stay the way you’ve been
As long as you listen to the voice within
As long as you let me in

It seems like you’re always scared
But you say you’re not in pain
And that everything’s okay
So why do I see that you’re afraid
I’ll be here for you always
You don’t have to feel empty inside
Cuz I’m right here by your side
There’s nothing I won’t do for you
So why won’t you let me help you

Why don’t you let me in
I’ve got a hand to lend
You don’t have to hide around
I promise I won’t let you down
You don’t have to face this on your own
You don’t have to stay the way you’ve been
As long as you listen to the voice within
As long as you let me in

Forget about tomorrow
Forget about your sorrow
You need me and I’m here
Trust that I won’t disappear

Why don’t you let me in
I’ve got a hand to lend
You don’t have to hide around
I promise I won’t let you down
You don’t have to face this on your own
You don’t have to stay the way you’ve been
As long as you listen to the voice within
As long as you let me in

11:21 am - 10 comments - 7 Kudos
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