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Monday, August 03, 2009

Fear

Current mood: Philosophic

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I've heard Every step you take
Leads to where you end
Times when I try walking the line
A line that surely bends
    What makes me worthy of this fate
    Every decision made in haste
    Every moment I chose to waste
    All the people I've grown to hate
        I want to take the world by the throat
        I want to hide my child in my coat
Fearing the worst around every turn
Fear leaves me empty but I never learn
Confused and imposed- what to do, what to say
Just to find I chose wrong the next day
    Devastated in throes of self pity
    Insane in drug-induced insalubrity
    Is there some shelter where I can just be
    Is there no place where you can't see me
        Lost in defiance I've gone far from home
        A host of delusions that I call my own
        Moments and lifetimes of being let down
        Have led me to believe in nothing but now
            For this is the moment to rearrange
            This is the only chance I have to change

                    -Ryan Cole
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