I'm writing this just hoping you'll be back. waiting isn't enough
anymore and you know it. just do me a favor and stop pretending u
didn't care. I know your skins missing me cause mines missing you. i
know you can't go on forever without feeling that spark, the one that
lit our fire. because it's been getting cold without it and i don't
know how much longer I can last. There's nothing left of who I was I
gave You the key to where it's kept please don't keep it from me any
longer...
This time is running away from me and I can't seem to catch it I'm to
tired from chasing this thought of me and you. now it's time for me to
let you go and if it hurts you I'm sorry but before I leave please love
just know this was harder then you think and I'm leaving for the both
of us. I can't take these sleepless nights laying awake scared I'll be
dreaming. I just can't stand watching you with him with your heart in
his hand. I know this might be selfish but it's my last chance at
happiness. Isn't that what u want for me? So tonight will be the last
you hear from me. If your ever lost I'll come find you but until then
take care love and don't forget me.
We've all got scars as big as ours
A token for the pain we hide inside of us
Everyone's scared that somebody knows
You push it aside, yeah that's how it goes
If you've ever heard a beating heart
A rhythm for the songs we're too afraid to sing
Nobody here is perfectly fine
A delicate frame, a fragile design
If there's a hole in your heart
You gotta pull it together
It takes the courage to start
But now is better than never
It takes a push and a shove
Somehow it's never enough
And its alarming how quickly we forget that
Nothing's bigger than love
Nothing's bigger than love
Nothing's bigger than love
All you need, all you need, all you need is love
Some people change and some just won't
You can't take back the words you wish you'd never said
Promises break and lovers will lie
You hold up your hands and let out a sigh
So smile right before you fall
And lay beside this mess and call it consequence
Somebody said that life isn't fair
When somebody else was saying a prayer
'Cause no-one's taking me out
And nothing's pulling me down
I turn my head to the crowd
This love is big and it's loud
This is a car in the crash
This is the light in the flash
This is the answers you know
But you're just too scared to ask
If there's a hole in your heart
You gotta pull it together
It takes the courage to start
But now is better than never
It takes a push and a shove
Somehow it's never enough Somehow it's never enough
Last night I went to an island far off the coast of sanity. I was completely alone and you were there too. We stayed until we couldnt stand the sand in shoes any more. You made a raft an left. I said ill be right behind you but I couldnt make a raft because all that was around me was wood. I stayed on my island until a week before forever. It happened as I was walking along the shoreline. A beautiful piece of lost something came in with the tide. It seemed to be just like me lost without hope. I took it with me and know this was my escape made a raft to take me off my island. When it was four days before forever I made my escape. I took with me only enough food for a few days and prayed to God my raft would save me. I had made sure it would stay protected but as long as i could fix it when it need to be. It was the day before forever when my raft and I were rescued. The feeling couldnt have been better and i knew we were jsut in time. I couldnt have waited for forever and, with my raft, I could start again. So never go after what you cant follow always have hope you'll be safe because you never know what the tide might bring.
I guess I'm trying to say I'm sorry but it always comes out wrong I think a part of you still loves me even though we're moving on always, all ways I wanted us to be always, all ways you and me
and I'll wait here on my own and I'll wait for you to see all the time I've spent alone now won't comfort me
always all ways
and I'm sorry for what happened but I want you now to see that I'm changing all my actions I don't wanna set you free always all ways, I wanna see it through always all ways, me and you
and I'll wait here on my own and I'll wait for you to see all the time I've spent alone now won't comfort me
cause I'm waiting for you yeah I'm waiting for you give me answers, get me through I will wait
always all ways, I wanted us to be always all ways, you and me
and I'll wait here on my own and I'll wait for you to see all the time I've spent alone now won't comfort me
cause I'm waiting for you and I'll wait here for you give me answers, get me through I will wait cause I'm waiting for you yeah I'm waiting for you give me answers, get me through I will wait
Dear Allison, I've got somethings to say but to say them to your face would hurt to much.So im writing this in hopes you might soon understand.
Dear Allison, There's so much you dont understand, so much you need to know.If i was to tell you would you listen or care?Chances are when you read this it wont mean much.
Dear Allison, I dont think you understand why this is so hard for me to except.I dont think you know why I love you.I dont think you know why i never left, but if i was going to tell you...i dont think it would matter.
Dear Allison, Everything you said...well the truth is i dont know if u were lying, but everything i said was the truth.I bet you'd like to think i was lying.Isn't funny how good liars always seem to make good lovers?But the only time i ever lied was then i said goodbye.
Dear Allison, Goodbye is said when you leave for the longest time.I didn't want to leave you didn't leave much of an option for me.I wish things weren't like this but what can we do?Its time i said i'll see you later because im not gone forever or even a long time, atleast i dont want to be.
So Dear Allison, If you read this dont think less of me you dont even have to think OF me. Just look back at who WE were WHAT we were. I'll miss us i doubt you will but like you said in a few years you might just be "that girl".I dont think you will be because well You are my greatest love.
"I feel like i've lost you but you've always been my light. Have i lost you forever? It's my fault. Ill stay here. If you need me im here if you want me come and find me cause i can't seem to find you. Im surrounded by darkness I got my self into. I need my light to get out. What do you say?"
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