fuck people, i hate them all, i hop a fucking plague wipes out the entire human race. I hate my country, we are all a bunch of pompous dicks who shove our opinions and beliefs down others throats, when whatever country we piss of next nukes the hell out of us ill be glad to see our eyes pop out of our skulls and our brains (or whats left of them) fried by nuclear radiation, id love to see every rich ass politician in the white house slowly eaten by cockroaches who survived the nuclear apocolypse. you brought this upon us, i wish you the worst of deaths. fuck the pit too, a fucking online bear trap, i would be a much better guitar player and person if i wasnt stuck in that wretched place every stupid immature 4chan reject can fuck off, it will be comforting to kno.w that when you die the only thing you will have left behind will be a couple of "UG ftw" and "run faster tom" comments which will be non existant because of years of nuclear winter or well just be wiped out by a plague and there will be no one to read those comments. you will be nothing but a failed waste of human life. i hate myself too, ive already made a blog and a shitload of threads about it. w/e i dont care, im as good as dead anyway. i dont fucking exist now and i wont exist then.
i decided not to post this in the pit because i know id be met wiht "kill yourself" "lololololololol mudkipz" and all that 4chan Jr. bullshit that has plagued this website.
anyway...... so i barley have any friends, i have hung out with friends two times the entire summer, ive never had a girlfriend and im 17, thats bad, every time i hang out wiht a large group of people i am usually ignored or hated if i open my mouth, most people seem to tell me "you dont get it". basically i dont say the right things at the right times, i dont know what the fuck that means, what does that mean i dont get it, but i guess its true, i just dont get people, im either akward as fuck or too talkative, usually akward, i used to blame everyone else, fuck the world, etc. but now i see its myself that i should blame, i feel like i have dug myself into this rut of social anxiety that is going to be hard to get out of. I have gotten so used to the feeling of not fitting and being alone its like i dont know anything else, i feel that if i really put my mind to it i can probably have a better social life and even a girlfriend but i dont know where to fucking start, ive fucked up pretty badly. i know, this blog is a mess, its not like anyone is going to read it anyway. but i prefer this to making a " iR so depressed" thread, im not forcing anyone to read anything, if you want to help me, fuckin awesome! if not, than you dont have to even read this, whatever.
Draw back in silence to dwell in anxiety, No matter where I am, I'm alone. I'm crying outloud the tears of blood I bleed, so fuck the world, I'll go now, I don't care. (Who cares?)
i would suspect the following four people of being aliens in disguise
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[img]http://www.rubinville.com/dailydave/uplo aded_images/George_Bush-744618.jpg[/img]
both of these "opponents" have similar monkey like qualities, coincidence? i think not. My theory is that A monkey like race of aliens sent two of their least intelligent bastard children to ruin the human race with ignorance, stupidity, and a twisted moral system.
i first noticed her on hot chicks threads on both this site and another forum i visit, despite the posts of "omgz so h0T!!!" i fail to see what is so great about her, frankly i dont like perfect women, i am far from perfect in appearence and i dont like to in any way support the high standards the living monstrosity that is the mainstream media holds for women of this generation. the fact is Anne Hathaway is completley devoid of the flaws that make us human, of all these double agents it is the one i fear the most, it is clear that it has an exceptional understanding in shapeshifting and out of the four is the only one who has made the complete transformation into human form
quite contrary to "anne hathaway" tila tequila seems to take the appearence of an alien being who has completley FAILED at shapeshifting, yes this is the high school dropout of hostile alien being currently living among mankind. from what i can tell tila tequila seems to have originated from an insect like alien race. i dont know exactly what that is but its certainly not human. the saddest thing is people have actually fallen for her strategy of throwing a big pair of boobs on to cover up her alien like facial features.
i am not 100% certain of exactly what agenda the latter two have on this earth but judging by their appearence and influence and popularity i can only guess it has something to do with the complete eradication of the male sex.
so youve heard my opinion , who do YOU think is an alien hiding among us.
i had this in a thread but i decided to make a blog out of it because i just dont have enough shit on my profile.
so last night after a good 4 hours of GTAIV and listening to Pantera i decided to nod off at 2 oclock, this was the dream i had. i dont know if this belongs in the gamer thread or the dream interp thread so ill just make my own. So remember that game Kingdom Hearts. I had this dream that took place in Kingdom Hearts. Sora and Donald and Goofy were walking away to from some quest or something (if you remember, after and before each quest you had to go in teh gummi ship and it was a pain in the ass) so they have this conversation (i only remember some of the words so im paraphrasing) Donald duck: we completed a quest that means we get to go to the GUMMI SHIP!!!! Sora: goddammit i dont want to go to the gay little gummi ship!!!! its such a pain in the ass Goofy: dont say such bad things about the gummi ship Donald: why are you acting like this, when life gets you down, sing a song!!! Sora: maybe its because i have to travel through the universe with a bunch of incompitent retards in a ship that looks like its designed by michael jackson!!! ok so i added the michael jackson part but he said something liek that. He continues to have little outbursts against his friends and stuff and it comes to a climax when theyre at the hometown (i forgot the name but its the first place you go in the game) Donald: why are you doing this, we are your friends, Sora: you dont exist Goofy: how could you say that. Sora: its true, and ill prove it, your just in my imagination, if you were real i would feel remorse for doing this!!! he then proceeds to savagly beat Donald Duck with a brick and strangling him (and yes he made the funniest noises known to man. this doesnt make sense because id feel bad about beating Donald Duck even if it was fake, but its a dream) after hes beaten kicked, and curbstomped Donald Duck he screams YOU DONT EXIST!!!! goofy: you killed my friend Sora; hes not real, neither is this world, its fake All of the sudden all of the Kingdom Hearts characters start to fall down dead as the world is eaten by a giant black hole or something, everyone dies except Goofy and Sora. Then it goes to thirty years later and Sora is working in a Honda factory in japan and hes losing his hair and he has glasses, then some guy informs him that Goofy has been addicted to heroin and hung himself. then it kind of zooms out on him or something and i woke up. the outro to "floods" by pantera was playing at the end which kind of made it extra depressing. so yea thats my dream, again i paraphrased some of the convorsations but it was really close to what they said. It was depressing but kind of funny because its something so wholesome turned so horribly wrong.
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