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Destiny sure has strange ways
I experienced in my earliest days
Awoken on that certain date
Destined to live a life of pain
As the rose is born so is the thorn
It withers and dies and people mourn
It applies to me in many ways
But for euphoria in slavery it’s too late

I can see, things it seems no one else can see
I feel ambition, it seems no one else dares to feel
And I, I question, existence, is it worth to be?
Do I, Have potential, is my place in life surreal?

And for not being filled with apathy
This world scarred scratched bit and spat on me
Exiled from reality
cast away and left to bleed

People fear what they can’t understand
Though the answers lies within their hands
People fear what they cannot control
The hate increases so does the death toll
In the trenches men die used like tools
Safe behind the desk are the deceiving fools
Confronted with this I came to see
Life was a lie it lied to me
Shoot me once but I won’t die
Shoot me twice and you will cry
So they kept shooting their magazines dry
Maiming me, but fed the fire inside
The media, tells you what you want to hear
The truth withdrawn to avoid the fear
The Church, Crusades that’s one to blame
So i'm dubbed the Angel, For irony's sake

I walk the light
I walk the dark
I walk the realms of your midgard
Beckoned up high
Yet still I fall
I am the angel
Hated by all
I walk the light
I walk the dark
I walk the wastelands in my heart
Beckoned up high
Yet still I fall
I am the Angel
Hated by all

I walk the light
I walk the dark
I walk the realms of your midgard
Beckoned up high
Yet still I fall
I am the angel
Hated by all
I walk the void
I’ve seen it all
The more I walk the more I crawl
Cast from the skies
To rid the lies
The heathen Angel
You Despise!

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They once told me.
every rose had a thorn
She was a rose.
true love I swore

Times went lonesome.
as a pain was born
And soon I realized.
I loved the thorn

Her hair like Feathers.
Her eyes so deep.
Drowned me in desires.
In fallen angels keep

And now you weep

Sweet Sweet Suffering
What have you done to me?
The pain of a broken heart
Is all there’s left in me
Sweet Sweet Suffering
Why is it I don’t care
As long as there is pain
She will be there
Sweet Sweet Suffering
What have you done to me?
The Malice in my shattered heart
Is all you left for me
Sweet Sweet Suffering
Why is it I don’t care
As long as I’m in pain
You will be there

Her touch feels like a thousand needles
Tearing trough my flesh
Her lips are all there’s to live for
So just nail me in my chest

Put me somewhere further away
Than just six feet in the ground
I don’t want to live to see the day
Nor do I want to be found

Her presence is like a curse to me
It lives forevermore
But ill spend my entire life you’ll see
Longing for that whore

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Now it seems it finally caught up with me
Broke my heart tripping over my dreams
Yet you sit across the room staring back at me
Your eyes are filled with emptiness, what do you see?

Vowed every second of my life to be with you
Ignoring every law that makes life so cruel
Why is it that faith undid me from you?
Staring into your eyes but they’re staring right through

Heresy, Devilry
Blasphemy and Agony
I am all and all is me
Refusing to let it be

The 2nd great war past me by
Obsessed and possessed by my inner fight
Every step it took my goals out of sight
Whispers from the twisted tongues of candlelight
Lost my mind on your dying day
All bliss seemed to have died on the way
How many lost their lives I dare not say
But the rose will spread his roots throughout the grey
Hermes my master and I am his bird
The opus my gateway away from this earth
For every act spawn from these words
Avé Sathanas? Or the inner?

There is no soul
In this empty doll
My loss regain
Born out of pain
And all her woes
Gave birth to a rose
My loss retuned
Laws and promises burned

Determination has brought me thus
Turned worlds for mere mortal lust
Gazing at you has made me rust
The cold eyes of a Homunculus

The accomplishment took it all from me
And my soul has fainted entirely
I consist now only of apathy
Ambition died, finally
Crossed the human psyche to get this far
Only to get back at the start
The eternal question of what we are
Why we are
Yet I sit across the room staring back at you
The opposite of murder yet twice as cruel
I stole you from death to be with me
The rose withers and we’re finally free

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Once again it’s me to blame
what a shame for a girl your age
Once again locked in these rusty chains
and velvet remains of this rotten place

I’ve been trying to listen to what the voice has to say
But all the voice has to say is that is should listen well
Head my words for it’s all I will say
Victim of charade and the birth of a rose

Chorus:
Roses die
while others rise
And she arose
Birth of a rose

Cursed is the day when all my dreams had died
Could not resist nor fight black side of paradise
All my emotions seemed to paralyse
Victims of love cold as ice

Now I am driven by a savage lust
I’m but a slave to temptation as I sit here and rust
Gone away from all the pain of existence
As I sit here and turn to dust birth of a rose

On and on it’s just another day it happens every day like the birth of a rose
On and on it’s me to blame for all the lover games like the birth of a rose
I stole a kiss I’m giving it back my heart fades to black like the birth of a rose
As if suddenly attacked my heart bears a crack but I cant feel a thing like the birth of a rose
As if suddenly attacked my heart bears a crack but I don’t give a damn like the birth of a rose

Water, 35 Liters,
Carbon, 20 kgs,
Ammonia, 4 liters,
Lime, 1.5kg,
Phosphorus, 800g,
Salt, 250g,
Niter, 100g,
Sulfer 80g,
Fluorine, 7.5g,
Iron, 5g,
Silicon, 3g
And traces of 15 other elements
Nothing less..
But certainly nothing more

Silence, is all there is left in me
I won’t even bother to live the dark is all I see
Corrupted by madness and all there’s to be
These chains are unnecessary cause I wouldn’t flee

The memory of her is all that comforts me
But the memories are fading now she’s gone entirely
I’m picking up the spirit as I choose to live life on
What lives has to die it is time now be gone

I am the Bird of Hermes, The spawn of unspoken wisdom