Sometimes I want to kill someone, sometimes someone wants to kill me. I dont really like my family, but I dont think they like me neither. My friends use me, but then again, I dont think they are my friends are they? Why cant I achieve one good goal in my life, one that will make me happy for once and not others. I literally have no reason to be here other than to poison the lives of others who are trying to do well in life. Im a leech who slowely destroys the people Im around and associate with. Nothing more than a dark cloud above them. I wish it would all just end, but I dont think I would even have the commitment to do that. Not yet anyway. I dont know how I got like this and I certainly dont want to be like this. How will it end? I dont even know.
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