Well... October was a rough month, but I survived, which is all that matters. I finished the game I was working on, though I missed the celebration for it's completion, which after hearing about it, makes me wish I could have made it. But, nothing I can do about it.
I'll be relocating back to Tokyo in February, I'll miss Osaka, but it's still a ways away, so I'm not fretting the move yet.
Well, I feel like shit, but I have managed to finish up, some of the main 3D models due, alot of scenario and plot final drafts, minor character designs, and finally, I've gotten to network a bit. All while sick! I'm rather proud at the moment, however, I'm pondering the chicken/egg of my illness, am I sick because I worked so hard, or did I work so hard because I'm sick?
and the fan explodes into pieces, riddling me with a mixture of shit and shrapnel. That would describe my current status. . .
My marriage is one straw away from breaking the camel's back. Moving is proving a nightmare. My children are caught in the middle of this. All the while I'm bending more and more each day under the stress of my current predicament, it's only a matter of time before I break. . .
Is slow. . . I'm at the office right now, but as Director I'm kinda sitting on my hands ATM. The programmers have been having technical difficulties. So production is kind of at a stand still, but it leaves me alot of time to focus on the artistic aspect of the game.
I'm sitting there in my home office playing my keyboard when I hear my children fighting, I yell for them to stop, it keeps going, I yell once more, it goes silent, but then it continues! I get up to seperate and punish them, but as I get up my keyboard falls to the floor. I gaze down at my keyboard now with a crooked key angled up at me like an ugly yaeba. I yell a third time in english, filled with copius amounts of rage. They stopped. But I now had to take apart the whole keyboard and repair it. Sometimes I think I should've kept it in my pants. . .
No one will probably read this but whatever. . . I've improved alot since my last blog and who knows maybe I'll post some of my music if I find a way to record. I've been playing alot of shows lately and my music tastes have expanded dramatically. (Maybe I'll update my favorite lists) That's all for now. Thanks For Reading