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Wednesday, October 05, 2011

Lolz We are so Totally Random - lyrics

Current mood: bouncy

Lolz We are so Totally Random


OMG you have to check out this music

(No way is it the shiz???)

It is like greatest thing ever

(get out of town man)

No I am super serial

(Sounds cool play that shiz)


I want to see you jump up and down

Mosh with your neighbor

Put your hands in the air

Just do something so I dont get nervous


Everyone sing out


I like toast!!!!!!!

(I like cheeze!!!!!!!!!!!)

That's so purple!!!!!!

(Butter my toast!!!)

Lolz lolz lolz lolz

We 're so totally random


Sea of black haired kids angsting

Bang those heads filled with nothing

Swimming in the masses are the few

The few hardcore fans left thrashing

The rest have on their neon headbands

Slinging all their hot topic accessories

And then they sing out...


I like toast!!!!!!!

(I like cheeze!!!!!!!!!!!)

That's so purple!!!!!!

(Butter my toast!!!)

Lolz lolz lolz lolz

We 're so totally random


Wow your mind is so out there

I have never heard someone so random.

Well what do you want to talk about?

(I love kitteh's they are so purplez)

Ok I know you are random but

What do you talk about other than that?

(Um......I don't know...I like Pie!)

Yeah that's what I thought


But they still sing out


I like toast!!!!!!!

(I like cheeze!!!!!!!!!!!)

That's so purple!!!!!!

(Butter my toast!!!)

Lolz lolz lolz lolz

We 're so totally random


I like toast!!!!!!!

(I like cheeze!!!!!!!!!!!)

That's so purple!!!!!!

(Butter my toast!!!)

Lolz lolz lolz lolz

We 're so totally random


the parts in the () are sang by backup singer...and some of the parts will be sang in unison...

what you think of her?

10:52 pm - 3 comments - 2 Kudos
Wednesday, October 05, 2011

Nothing Left - lyrics

Current mood: apathetic

Nothing Left

An emptiness I have not felt for so long
I feel the sad song echoing throughout
I own nothing at the moment except for
A hole in my chest and memories you left
A perfect oval so shiny and pure
Has ellipsed away leaving a blur


I let myself flow with the pain just to feel
I stand in the fire to burn feelings away
Now I stand numb and fantasizing of death
I have left this world already...there is nothing left


What did I do to bring these events to pass
I just wanted to be loved for a change
I walked the streets to bring it all back now
Bring back all the memories I still have
I want to forget you but, you are my everything
Listen to my heartbeats fade into oblivion


I let myself flow with the pain just to feel
I stand in the fire to burn feelings away
Now I stand numb and fantasizing of death
I have left this world already...there is nothing left
There is nothing left
There is nothing left
There is nothing left


Come for me now heavens angels of doom
Lead me to the gallows of the forgotten
Carry me to through the final stages of life
Only to help me stumble upon death's fortress
The light that guided me has now faded away
Good day to this life that never wanted me to stay


There is nothing left
There is nothing left
There is nothing left
There is nothing left

I hope that this brought you happiness
When you see it on the news in a day or so
I hope you cry from sheer enjoyment and laughter
When you see it on the news in a day or so
Know that you left my with nothing.....

With nothing to live for
With nothing to smile about
With nothing to stop me
You left me with nothing....

12:40 am - 3 comments - 4 Kudos
Wednesday, October 05, 2011

Tucked Into Bed - lyrics

Current mood: apathetic

Tucked Into Bed


Here is thebeginningof the story that will end

I knew a man who used to drive an ice cream truck

He lured all the kids to come with him in the back

He would bring them home and torture them

Rape away their innocence and then toss them like trash

Take them to the river to be drowned in the depths

Then repeat the cycle in the next town with me in tow


I never knew another way of life

I told myself it would all be fine

I lived with the guilt of knowing

That I had brought the sleep to soon

To the little ones so pure


When he feared the truck would get noticed

He told me to go and bring the children home

I had two choices laid before me

One – to do as I was told and bring kids to their death

Two – become one of the children in the river

Needless to say I set out with promises of kool-aid

And I delivered them to another man shaded red


I never knew another way of life

I told myself it would all be fine

I lived with the guilt of knowing

That I had brought the sleep to soon

To the little ones so pure


I played out this cycle for five years until

He feared that I would be found out as the bait

He conspired to send me to bed like the others

I soon found out about this and ran for my life

Too soon did I realize that I had nowhere to go

All I had known was this cycle put forth by my father


On my own now daddy are you proud?

Are you proud of how you raised your boy?

I was a slave to you for 17 long years

Now with my hands I will write your wrongs

I am coming daddy....Are you scared?


Here is the end of my story that will end

I have to kill him to be free from my paranoia

Scheming my plan into perfection I lure him in

Pull the bag over his head and bind his hands

I throw him in the back of the stolen truck

Then drive the truck over the bridge to our bed

Tucked into the bed of our eternal slumber


I know now another way of life

I told myself the truth and I am fine

I still live with the guilt of knowing

But I know that I have set things right

The children can rise to the heavens

While we sink to the bottom....

12:40 am - 1 comments - 2 Kudos
Friday, September 30, 2011

Any Means ---Lyrics

I wrote this for a girl......so....yeah....


Any Means


You are the star that shines

Brighter than all the rest

I would love to call you mine

But I have not yet passed the test


Please give me a chance

I promise you will learn to love

This boy who by any means

Is not as bad as he seems


There is a glow off your skin

That radiates inside my eyes

I can see the beauty reflected

But also a heart that's been neglected


Please give me a chance

I promise you will learn to love

This boy who by any means

Is not as bad as he seems


I know this is early

But for you I woke up

With a smile on my face

To take on another bad day


Please give me a chance

I promise you will learn to love

This boy who by any means

Is not as bad as he seems

4:36 pm - 1 comments - 1 Kudos
Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Life's Walls --lyrics

Current mood: apathetic

Life's Walls


verse 1

I look out at the people walking along the street

They go on their way doing anything and everything

While I sit here trapped inside my room

They are free to do anything they chose


Chorus-----

I live inside my mind free from any borders

But my physical being is trapped by mortar

I can't remember the last time i roamed free

When I wasn’t suppressed by life’s tyranny


verse 2

I spend my free time starring at walls

Straining my mind to try and make them fall

The walls that conceal the gates of hell

Or the walls that surround my personal cell


repeat chorus


Bridge

Trapped by these walls

Surrounded by these walls

Caged by these walls

Suppressed by these walls


verse 3

The walls you put around me

Are keeping me from breathing

I am a functioning human no longer

I thought life was meant to make us stronger?


chorus......

3:07 am - 0 comments - 0 Kudos
Friday, September 23, 2011

MY YOUTUBES

Current mood: apathetic

I just got one...about like an hour ago.....the link is right here....

4:48 pm - 0 comments - 0 Kudos
Tuesday, September 20, 2011

NightVisions----Lyri cs

Current mood: apathetic

I am posting this as a blog only because I can't post it in the S&L forumbecauseI have posted two in the past four days......


NightVisions

These terrors that haunt me at night

Tear me apart as I struggle to fight

Rip the visions from my reality

Twisting until it leads to insanity

Struggle to find my minds light

Such a sad little plight..........defeat is assured


Why am I chained so

To these bedposts

Am I destined to receive

These ever turbulent seas

For the rest of my nights


Played out deaths of loved ones

Forever turning into forgotten dust

Like a car left seaside to sit and rust

I sit wide awake to deter my mind

If only there was a solution to find

Alas I am left only to pine.................for a cure


Why am I chained so

To these bedposts

Am I destined to receive

These ever turbulent seas

For the rest of my nights


Inside these nightvisions I swim

Infinitely drowning in the oceans film

Raped hopes of survival I have still

An island to rest my head

Where my terrors lie dead

A place devoid of the red.......a place stained pure


Why am I chained so

To these bedposts

Am I destined to receive

These ever turbulent seas

For the rest of my nights


Hello, can you hear me?

Lost, I can only plea

For, a way out of here

Will you please assure

That there is a cure

A place stained pure?

ApatheticMe

5:26 am - 2 comments - 4 Kudos
Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Last Lunch-able--Lyrics

Current mood: amused

Ok this is sort of a filler song on my album....It is what it is...I like it....I might make a few tweeks to it depending on were it fits in the story....


Last Lunch-able

We are the spirits that dare to linger

Enjoying a moment of reprise before death

Our time on Earth is in its twilight phase

but it isn't upon us quite yet


We dine on a last picnic

Conversation among the silenced corpses

Loved ones lie forever in solitude

Families separated by death reunited at last


We sit under this tree, the last that stands

Eating the last bites of our rations

We sit here amongst the misery

With smiles in our faces knowing

We are doomed


I will enjoy this last gift

Of time shared with you

Our last hoorah so to speak

Before our bodies fail


Ashes fall all around us

In a world that has grayed

The sun no longer comes out to play

In this world we dine in silence


ApatheticMe

3:06 am - 0 comments - 0 Kudos
Tuesday, September 20, 2011

1,000 VIEWS!!!

Current mood: blank


Yep...I had my 1000th view.....

just thought i should blog about it.....

ApatheticMe..........
2:52 am - 2 comments - 0 Kudos
Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Onset of Despair--Lyrics

Current mood: apathetic

Ok This is the final draft of this song...I have nothing left to tweek...I have it where I want it.....Thanks to all who Critiqued it on the S&L forum.


Onset of Despair

Have you ever awoken without waking

Felt like your slumber was taken

Still bathed in the darkness of night

My eyes are open without clear sight


Realize an event is nigh occurring

These signs are all premonitions

My slurred awareness is foreshadowing

This broken world's deconstruction


Walking the streets in a daze

Seeing the day in shades of gray

Looking upon the weary masses

Time is slowing down as it elapses


Realize an event is nigh occurring

These signs are all premonitions

My slurred awareness is foreshadowing

This broken world's deconstruction


Nature's signs read ominously

Her clouds looming distantly

Winds of change steadily blow

The birds sing a song of sorrow


Realize an event is nigh occurring

These signs are all premonitions

My slurred awareness is foreshadowing

This broken world's deconstruction


I can feel it in the air

The onset of despair


ApatheticMe

12:18 am - 2 comments - 0 Kudos
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