I have known you for so many years The only to supplement me in all eras Like sad piano notes flowing through the breeze You encompass the surroundings Becoming not the air but that which stifles it Suffocates
Earth – Hath no love in its blood Colder than the underside of a rock Your touch is devoid of affection
I’m not lost because I always have you But you are a spiral and a state of madness Circling with sweltering heat – blistering activity
I toast you my only companion Fire defines your haunting enchantment A soldier, for you shoot to kill
You were pushed into me many years ago And have crippled me with your weight I wish I knew how to make you leave me To crush you out of existence Push your wretched excuse of life from my world forever
But it has always been you and me and nothing makes you depart You only know how to dig deeper with my every futile attempt So deep that my inner bleeding suffocates me I cannot release you
I mutilate severely but it is no use I try to drink you away but you just swim I gasp but your hands surround my throat I cover my skin but you strip and rape me
For so many years you have been a rack Leaving me naked on a dark back alley Crushed and broken, my expectations Synonymous with grief tis you are
I hate you so much but you are my only companion to have never left me
