this weekend really sucked cause i've had a lot of people ignore me don't know why. they just did and this week was really important just cause everythings different for me. theres was a whole lot of disappointment, friendships ending, rumors and heartbreak.
not dealing with it in the best way, but hopefully i'll have a better week next week than the last.
i wanna give up but i know theres something i have to do. i just don't know what.