Yusssssss
Alex is back =D
I had loadssss of fun camping [[even though this blog is a few days late, I got back on sunday]] and I took picssss.
BUT HOLD ON
THEY'RE NOT UP YET.
I'm a busyyyy girlie nowz.
I'll get them up eventuallyyy.
Also mai work hours are shitty. Today I'm working from 1-7 [[FIRST DAY BTW =O]] and tomorrow it's 2-7 and saturday it's 11-7 -dies-
Ahwelll I got myself into it I guess.
And the money =O
Ahhhh I love it. My paycheck shall be nise since I'm working like 60 some hours the next two weeks.
Whatelsewhatelse...
Well it's almost septembre =O
Can you believe that? :[
I'm getting older with each milisecond :[
-sniff-
It seems like just yesterday it was april 6th and I had just started talking to Jack.
Time passes so fast like, it's our 5 month next =O
-faints-
Almost half a yearrrrr.
Wayyyy longer than I've ever been w anybody ever before.
Yerrrr
camping =D
Love ittt.
From tomorrow [[wednesday]] to sunday.
I'll miss most of youuuu <33333
Try not to miss me too much, loves :]
I'll come back with lots and lots of nise picssss =D
Here's to grilling everything for the next 4 days
I'm hoping to have fun...I'll miss Jack though =\
I haven't done this before like. Leaving someone behind :[
-cries-
I'll miss you Jack...very much.
Guess who got a JOB
-fireworks-
$8.50 an hour bitches.
Craft store, YAY
ohmygod I hope they like me -faints-
My new boss said that they were rly excited to have me O.o
'A positive breath of fresh air'
hehe.
So I'm lazyyyyy. Been lazy w comments, blogs, profile colours, everything. I have no inspiration for music. Honestly I'd like to lie in bed doing nothing, listening to Radiohead, BDM and Meshuggah. Can I make my head implode simply by thinking too muchs? MygodIhopeso.
I think lastnight was bad...I was thinking about life beyond now. Like, what to do after I finish highschool mm? I thought it was evident. I'm scared. Things seem so simple larr. I think I'll just go to Aus for Jack and let things happen. Can I let go of my paranoia.
But enough of that depressing shit.
Guess what today isssss :]
3 Month Anniversary of Jack and I.
Haha it's like a birfday every monthhhh =D Imma mail him my old DS :] And cookies. I have to horde euros though ;[
And I'm going campingggg at the end of August -claps- I loveeee camping for some reason. Well like, at a campground w a bathouse and all that :] But I love it anywayyyyyyyyy. -excited- Shall take pics of me being...outdoorsy hahaha x) Nah, I still have to put makeups on and all, but I'll be sure to take pics of me being beautiful in the outdoors :]
SEE I ADMITTED I'M BEAUTIFUL. I guess...
Happy Anniversary Jack...we've come so far, it's been such a long time but it feels like a lifetime... I know that a lifetime with you won't nearly be enough.
I find it hard to write something that we haven't already said to eachother before.
We've already determined that 'love' is too simple a concept for us. It's completely unbelieveable how much we feel for eachother after so little time. It's felt like a lifetime with you. Only the sight and touch is missing.
I love you Jack Magero Levy and I always will. Nothing will take you away from me.
DAS RIGHT. YOU CAN NOW CALL ALEX ON HER MOBILE. Bahahaa. Not that anyone would. Shall I test that theory? Yesssss.
Rightso. If you're able to phone moi, PM me yeh. If I like you I'll give you mah number. But I like rejecting people :]
Sooo other than that, nothing else to report. Except forrr. Jack and I are doing wonderfully, which we always will be. I'm trying not to take him for granted though ehehe. Because you know, people can leave or die unexpectedly.
Juuuust like Ryan. Yesterday was the 4 month anniversary of his death and his husband [coincidentally also named Jack] decided to go to Ipswich from Liverpool =O That wasn't even his intended destination, he just got on random buses and trains. DO YOU KNOW HOW WORRIED I WAS. Pah. I choose great friends don't I. I don't even know where he is atm either.
Butchaaa. Just planning the huge//risky//goingtobestressful move to Brisbaneeee. Missing Jack to pieces and wishing I could be with him, but we all go through that I guess. It's shit, but it'll be over soon.
Andddd I'm like superrr excited like b.c. mah bestie who moved to China in like 06 is coming to visit me. Problem is He's inlove w me =\ Hmmm.
Crystal Sands Under A
Velvet Sky.
[[das riiiight, that's my favourite song. I love you Jack Levy♥]]
K, long blog coming up, mostly going on about how much of a rad summer it will be for music, atleast for bands I like x)
Sooooo I got the June issue of AP the other day [ew, Cobra Starship on the cover, fucking scenies that have horrible music] and what do I seeeee? An ad for the new Alesana record that's out on June 3rd -- 'Where Myth Fades to Legend'.
'On Frail Wings Of Vanity And Wax' was fucking love. Even the short opener, 'Icarus', was great. I especially adored 'Ambrosia', 'Pathetic, Ordinary', 'Apology' and 'Third Temptation of Paris', horribly catchy vocal melodies and amazeee lyrics.
EXCITED LIKE.
I fucking love Alesana and I was wondering when they were going to put a new CD out.
I also got Jack to like Alesana and I thought it would be very unlikely that he would actually listen to them but he listens to them when he's not in a br00tal mood.
...goddammit I'm spending way too much time on the metal chat thread. Do you know what it does to you???
It influences your music tastes and you start saying doooooooom and br00tal much more than usual.
Buuuuut I've discovered a few bands :]
Like
Meshuggah, Nevermore, SYL, Arch Enemy, BTBAM...all those nice things :]
I adore them :]
Jack adores me for adoring them.
I adore Jack.
I love Jack.
And continuing on with my talk about music x)
I did actually listen to 'Porcelain Heart' from Opeth the other day, it was tolerable.
...FINE, it was good. It was really good. But I hate the vocals. Can't get over those. Seeing as I grew up listening to screams...and the occasional growl...cleans are hard to get used to.
I do love Nevermore though.
And OneRepublic, SHHH.
I like them :[
I like them alot.
But I rly don't like that 'Apologise' song...there's something linked to it...that determined someone's death.
Moving on =O
Sky Eats Airplane are also coming out w a new record on July 22, according to AP :]
I fucking love them, 'Everything Perfect on the Wrong Day' was amazeeee, I've wanted to hear more off them for years, actually did listen to some demos on their PV page, I think, loved them.
Can't waiiiiit.
And equally high on my list is A Skylit Drive with 'Wires...And The Concept Of Breathing', out on June 10th.
Though wtf is up w the punctuation???
Gah, bands can't keep things simple anymore can they.
Anyway. Enjoyed 'She Watched The Sky' immensely, got a bit old after a while though, I'm hoping I'll fall inlove w their new one :]
Thoughhh, they do have a new vocalist, Michael Jagmin. Should be interesting...
And ofcourse, Jaguar Love are releasing their first effort, 'Take Me to the Sea' in August-ish. It's another side project of Johnny Whitney's [god, he's got like 43963478634896 of them], so I'm ttly excited, I fucking love him, amazing lyricist and keyboardist, ttly amaze and contagious.
And if you dun know who he is, then you fail.
He's from the Blood Brothers, fag. And they broke upppppp -cries-
GET BACK TOGETHERRRRRRR.
I want to marry him
But I'd rather marry Jack.
Johnny Whitney would just pwn mah face off.
...Ohwait, Jack does that too.
Pfeh.
Working on a concept album//whatever it turns out to be. Should be nise, I'm trying to overcome this like major mental barrier.
It's well exciting so far :]
Here's the thinggg.
Imma post demos [eventually] and ask for advanced critique and then fix it all up for the final album.
In other news.
Imma move to convict land nextyear, also known as Australia.
I'm actually completely fine w it :]
I'd feel kindof...isolated though.
Should be fucking amazeeee though, b.c. I'll be w Jack, the one and only love of my life ♥
I'm soooo in love.
Mmm I adore my new amp. It's basically sex. Even more so when I get my Gibson back -cries- My babyyyyyy :[
Anyway. I have something important to say. [oooooh seriouse yah]
I'm taken. By the most gorgeous and amazing guy ever. Granted, he dun live here. But like, you know that feeling where you know it's going to work? I feel that. And strongly. b.c. nextyear We're moving off to Berlin. To start our new life together. :] Keep yer snide fucking comments to yourselves aye. Thanks. b.c. tbh. I'm not getting support from anyone else either. Well. A few people. None of my rl friends though. Not that I've told them yet, really. Not that I've seen them since I moved, though...
Soyeah. I'm taken. Jack I love you more than anything.
You are the most amazing person in my life rightnow, you are my life and my world.
I love you more than I'll ever be able to tell you.
Well. The new house//town sucks. It's way too quiet. Like Isolated quiet. No big city vibe or anything. It well fucking sucks. Neighbours are horrible. Quiet. They do nothing.
Atleast there's a decent guitar store here :] Went yesterday... THEY TOOK MY GIBSON FROM ME FOR 2 WEEKS -cries- b.c. like, I guess there was a problem w the saddle or something...I had fret buzz... I'm well pissed. My Ibanez sucks hard in standard. Like way hard. And my Fender starts to suck more than usual if you turn it up past 3.
BUT. I finallllyyyy am getting a new amp. It's a nise Vox something...half stack thing. Nise. Massive compared to my Fender thing. Really good. Picking it up tomorrow or Tuesday :]
Yeh, that's my birfday pressie. Like my only birfday pressie. And maybe a pedal or two. Whole thing is like less than 600 euros, which is like $900 us I think? Euro rate sucks. Butyeah...should be a relatively happyish birfday. Won't be partying though...don't have any friends here. Yeah...nice sweet sixteen.
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